A week ago today we got our BFN and for the last 2 nights I've had these vivid dreams where I'm holding a baby, my baby. Last night it felt so real, she had dark hair (like me) and wearing a little purple onesie. I was telling someone that she was 2 weeks old. I woke up crying and heartbroken realizing it was just a dream.
Although I'm keeping my mind busy during the day, I guess my sub-conscious is still processing the pain.