Welcome JFun83 - you are not alone in your journey and I can sympathize with you on feeling lonely in your group of friends. Every single one of my married friends either has newborn/toddler or is expecting (without difficulty). I'm on year 3 of trying for my first as well. It's hard to be around friends at times because you so want to be where they are, and participating in the same conversations. I find the Suprefact nasal spray gets better as each day goes on. I'm currently on day 4 of nasal spray (5 times daily) in preparation for my uncoming FET. I hope IVF is the answer for you - best of luck!! I think you'll find this site helpful (and comforting).
Me: 38 DH: 33
TTC since 6/2010
Ovarian Cyst and Polyp removed 6/2011
IUI & Clomid#1 cycle 8/3/11 BFN
IUI & Clomid#2 cycle 8/31/11 BFN
IUI & Clomid#3 cycle 9/26 BFP, miscarriage 11/12/11
Clomid 1/15/12 BFP, early ectopic resolved itself
IUI & Clomid#4 cycle 5/23/12 BFN
IVF#1 Signed up for IVF 6/18/12
ER 10/26/12
ET 10/31/12 (1 - 5 day blast, 1 day 6 blast frozen) BFN
Follow up appt 11/14/12 at RFP & signed up for another round of IVF,
Offered IVF 11/20/12 for Dec/Jan cycle (started CoQ10 1200 mg & DHEA 75mg)
IVF#2 - Flare protocol Day 1: 12/21/12, BCP 12/25/12 to 1/13/13 Baseline U/S & Bloodwork 1/11/13 - looks good, Suprefact Injections 1/16/13, Gonal 450 1/18/13, 75 Luveris 1/18/13 Trigger 1/30/13 10AM (retrieved 23 eggs: 14 mature, 7 intermediate, 2 immature)
1/31/13 13 fertilized with ICSI, 3 blasts frozen
2/2/13 2 embryos transferred, HPT +BFP from 2/12-2/15, 2/17 Beta BFN, send for bloodwork 2/19/13 Beta 10 (chemical m/c)
Follow up appt 3/6/13 at RFP, called in day 1 2/22/13 for FET
5/22/13 ET (2 blasts) - other 2 didn't survive thaw, no more frozen embryos
6/4/13 BFP, find out on 6/7/13 that my HCG levels are dropping so m/c at 5 weeks - grrrrr
Follow up appointment 6/13 - back on DHEA & CoQ10
IVF#3 - Antagonist protocol
10/29/13 ER
11/3/13 ET
11/16/13 - BFP another early m/c on 11/22/13
FET 1/17/14 Start Suprefact
2/20/14 Transfer
3/5/14 BFP
3/13/14 beta dropping, m/c again - eff this - going to Denver!
CCRM - Denver - workup 5/16/14
August 2014 IVF at CCRM with CCS testing - Estrace/Cetrotide 10 days after my LH surge in July - another new protocol (antagonist version)
22 eggs retrieved, 12 mature and fertilized with ICSI, only 5 made it to day 6 for CCS testing, 3 NORMAL!
10/13/14 transfer 1 embryo
10/23/14 BFP!!!
12/18/14 NT scan normal and all previous scans normal
EDD: July 1, 2015
Maximus Edward Williams born on July 2, 2015
Trying for #2: FET June 2016 in Denver - BFP
EDD: March 12, 2017