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#1 SLJ

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 04:06 PM

After 25 uneventful weeks of pregnancy, I noticed a decreased fetal movement. After apple juice and chocolate couldn't rouse her we went to the hospital. The nurse couldn't find a heartrate and the OB ha told me that she had passed. 12 hours later, I delivered my sleeping angel Clara Dawn on May 18th. She was so beautiful with long arms and legs, completely resembling her dad. She passed away due to a cord accident - a thombus in the umbilical cord. I love this little girl more than life itself. My family was able to see her and we were able to baptize my baby girl. We held her in my arms for several hours and I was even able to change her clothes. My sister works in a NICU and had brought the most beautiful items for me to choose from. Before leaving my baby girl, we lied down in the hospital bed as a family and told Clara many stories about her family. I never thought this could happen. We had a beautiful device for her the following week and buried her in the garden of angels with the other infants. Her daddy wrote her a poem.

Our beautiful baby girl
You filled our hearts with love
For you, we'd give the world
Now you watch us from above
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Beta 1 (9dp3dt ) -58, Beta 2 (11dpt)-178, Beta 3 (13dpt)-435, Beta 4 (15dpt) - 935 -Born Still - May 18,2012

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Surprise Natural Pregnancy - April 2013


#2 Hoping4_1

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 04:18 PM

I'm so very sorry. There is nothing harder in life to go through. ((Hugs))
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#3 sharlene

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 04:26 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 04:32 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. Wishing you strength in your days ahead.

#5 Ames

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 04:35 PM

Words can not express how sorry I am for your loss. I wish you strength in the days ahead.

#6 lynblair

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 05:10 PM

I am so sorry for your loss, and cannot imagine your sadness. I am glad that you got to say your good bye's and be with her if just for a very short time. Wishing you and DH strength and peace in the days, weeks, months ahead.



TTC: 4 years
Dx: Recurrent Miscarriages and Male Factor

Feb 2009: BFP - #1 miscarriage at ~ 6 weeks
May 2010: BFP - #2 miscarriage at ~ 6 weeks
October 2010: BFP - # 3 miscarriage at ~ 6 weeks
November to March: Clomid for 3 cycles - BFN
Work up for Recurrent Losses - All normals for me
April 2011: BFP - #4 Miscarriage at ~ 6 weeks
Diagnosed with Male Factor - Joined wonderful clinic in BC
May 2011 - Started IVF, delayed due to flare (lupron)
August 2011 - IVF #1 - 2 perfect embryos transfered (4 frosties) - BFN
October 2011 - Start FET, delayed by a month because of flare (lupron)
Jan 2012 - FET #1 - 2 perfect embryos - BFN
Feb 2012 - FET #2 - 1 perfect embyos, 1 50% expanded - BBFFN
Had 10 (or maybe more) embryos try to grow and no such luck yet??
Finished homestudy, waiting to be on the active list for private adoption is Alberta and USA.
May 2012: IVF #2 - 2 (3AA and 2AA) blasts transferred (3 frozen) - the wait begins.......
Mild OHSS symptoms (re)start on 6dp5dt
8dp5dt Hpt = BFP!!!!!!
10dp5dt - Beta #1 - 505
12dp5dt - Beta #2 - 1485 (doubling, yipee!)
Come on babies, please grow so we can meet you!
6w4d u/s - shows a twin pregnancy, but just one detectable heartbeat @113pbm.
7w4d u/s - 2 babies on board, measuring right on track, heartbeats @ 155 and 163.

12w3d - NT scan - all parts accounted for, measuring 12w3d and 12w2d, HB 149 and 147. Waving and kicking around.
21w3d - Anatomy scan #1 - both babies growing well and measuring 3-5 days ahead. 1lb1oz and 15 oz. Babes too busy to get all images.
22w2d - Anatomy scan #2 - babies doing great, still really active but all systems on mom and babies are looking good. 1lb2oz and 1lb1oz!!
28w4d - U/S - babies looking good, HB 150 and 154, measuring 28w6d and 2 lbs 12 oz.
32w1d - U/S - babies doing so great!! Measuring 4lb2oz and 4lb4oz, getting chubby cheaks. All systems are good to go, these babies look like they will be in momma for a while. We are so incredibly, incerdbly blessed and so in love.
34w2d - U/S - babies doing great, both very big at 4lb15oz and 5lb1oz. All measurements great.

35w6d - Admitted to hospital with high blood pressure.  NST great!!  2 cm dilated

36w1d - U/S - babies are doing good, saw one stick out its tongue.  Baby A measuring 5 lbs 3 oz and baby B measuring 5 lbs 14 oz.  

36w4d - Induction for high blood pressure.  3 cm dilated, MD broke water, 2 hours of hard labour with an epidural.  

Babies make it safe and sound, thank you universe and everyone.  

Baby A - Cierra was born at 5lbs 11 oz, and 16 minutes later Baby B, Emmett was born at 5 lb 1 oz. 

Momma got to take them back to her room with her.  We are so in love it hurts!  

Babies came home < 48 hours after delivery, we are so incredible blessed and grateful. 
 


#7 Karolinasmommy

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 05:25 PM

This announcement brought tears to my eyes and definitely pulled at my heart strings.
I am so sad for this and so sorry that you have to go through this.

Many many thoughts for you and your DH and your angel Clara.

If you need anything, just to vent or talk..please don't hesitate to msg me.

Sending you strength and healing vibes at this time.

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#8 West

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 06:04 PM

I am terribly sorry for your loss, she will be remembered forever, no parent should ever have to go through with, no words can help to ease your pain, take good care of yourself!!

Me 46 DH 49
1997 Early miscarriage from natural pg
#1 IVF failed in Calgary, Alberta, Bfn.
#2nd ivf, bfn.Gave up hope!

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Feb 12th 3 embryos frozen, 2 5 day transfer

1st U/S@ 6 week we are having TRIPLETS, two embryos transfered, one splitted to two.
2nd U/S at 7 week, we lost #3 baby, now I am pregnant with TWIN not triplets :-(
3rd U/S at 12 week, twins are doing great !
4th U/S @ 18 week June 1st- twins are doing great!!We found out it is a BOY and a BOY!!

EDD - Oct 30th 2012, C-section schedule beginning of Oct.

July 20-admitted to hospital , 52 days bed rest at hospital - cervic dilated 2cm, bleeding.

Sep.3rd baby A ( breech) broke his water.
Sep.9th C-section due to infection at 32 weeks + 5 days. Twins are both very healthy, no breathing assist needed.
Boy A: 3lbs 5 oz
Boy B: 3lbs 3 oz
Our DREAM came true! Still can not believe it !!
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#9 Yearning

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 06:05 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

#10 Valasia

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 06:45 PM

Very sorry for the loss of your Clara ((hugs))
Me: 35 DH: 39
PCOS Mild MFI
IUI#1 September 2006 Clomid 100mg & Trigger BFP MMC 8w2d
IUI#2 January 2007 Clomid 100mg & Trigger BFN
IUI#3 February 2007 Gonal F 112.5iu BFP DS born @ 37w5d 10/31/07
IUI#4 August 2009 Gonal F 112.5iu BFP DS born @ 20w6d 01/09/10
IUI#5 June 2010 Gonal F 112.5iu Canceled due to over-stimulation
IUI#5 Take 2 August 2010 Puregon 100iu/50iu Canceled due to over-stimulation
IUI#5 Take 3 November 2010 Puregon 75iu BFN
IUI#6 December 2010 75iu Gonal F BFN
January 2011 Clomid 100mg and TI O cd 28 BFP!!! MMC 9w4d
IUI#7 Gonal F 75iu May 2011 BFN
IUI#8 Gonal F 75iu June 2011 BFN
IUI#9 Gonal F 75iu July 2011 BFN
IVF#1 Jan/Feb/Mar 2012
Jan 9 AFC >12 on each ovary
Jan 17 SIS all good
Feb 4 CD 1
Feb 6 CD 3 put in new Nuva Ring
Feb 24 CD 21 baseline u/s & b/w
Feb 29 start stims 300iu Menopur
Mar 4 u/s & b/w Lining 8mm RS 9x2, 10, 11x2, 15x2 LS 10x2, 11, 12x2, 14, 15, 16 Continue Menopur 300iu, add Orgalutron
Mar 6 u/s & b/w Lots of follies biggest at 21, E2 >8000 Lower Menopur to 150iu, continue Orgalutron
Mar 7 b/w E2 >9000 meds stay the same
Mar 8 u/s & b/w Lining 11mm 18 Mature follies, HCG trigger 8:30 pm
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15 dpo HCG 103 23 dpo HCG 15 MC
IUI#10 Puregon 100iu April 2013 BFN
June 27, 2013 Placed with Little C born October 2011. Adoption finalized August 2014.

#11 Europe

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 07:12 PM

I am so sorry for your terrible loss. May the lord give you and your family all the strength to move forward and i know that little Clara's memory will be eternal. Your post just says it all. These are lifes most difficult moments and no parent should have to experience this kind of loss. My deepest condolences to you all. Please take care of yourself.

#12 Chellie85

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 07:21 PM

I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby girl, Clara. You're in my thoughts.
Me-28 dh-33
TTC: 2010
DX: PCOS/mild mfi
3 failed iui (femara 7.5)
Ivf/icsi 1:May 2012 ER 12 eggs. 8 fertilized. ET 1 9 cell 3dt- BFN
Ivf/icsi 2:Sept 2012 ER 21 eggs. 12 fertilized. ET 1 8 cell 3dt- BFN
Ivf/icsi 3:Feb 2013 ER 11 eggs. 4 fertilized. No blasts. Cycle cancelled
Ivf/icsi 4:Sept 2013 ER 21 eggs. 15 fertilized. ET 2 blasts -BFP!!! EDD may 27 2014
Beta #1 9/18: 618Beta #2 9/20: 1237
U/S oct 2: It's TWINS

#13 Sandibeach

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 07:40 PM

Oh I'm so sorry for your loss...so tragic and unfair. Thinking of you during this tough time ...sending you huge hugs!
ME-39 DH-39
TTC 9 years
Unexplained infertility / mild male factor
6 Cycles Clomid - BFN
1 Laproscopy
2 IUI's- BFN
1st IVF - April 2008 - M/C @ 6 wks - OFC
1st Beta 25, 2nd Beta 87, 3rd Beta 257 BFP
2nd IVF - January 2y009 - No transfer - OFC
ER 23 eggs, 20 mature, 17 fertilized - TOTAL EPIC FAILURE - ALL 17 Embies arrested in development by Day 5
3rd IVF - June 2009 - This is it! - New Clinic - Montreal Fertility Centre
ER: June 8th - 16 fertilized eggs (no frosties)
ET: June 11th (2 excellent 8cell) & 13th (1 perfect blast)
HPT++++
June 24 1st Beta: 312 BFP
June 26 2nd Beta: 682
July 13 US: Singleton HB 130
July 25 US: HB 175 saw fetus moving
Aug 8 US: HB 165 all perfect
Aug 17 US: HB 157 all perfect
Oct 5 US: It's a BOY!!!!
Born March 3, 2010 - Julien Tristan
May 2011 - Natural BFP - Ectopic
Now trying the old fashion way - Bust
4th IVF - Dec 2011 - Back to OFC
Jan 16 - ER 11 eggs - 3 mature, 2 fertilized (OFC f**ked up again - triggered me too soon)
Jan 18 - Emergency Day 2 ET - 2 4 cell embryo's transferred
Feb 2 - Beta - BFN
5th & Final IVF - July 2012 - 3rd opinion - Hannam Fertility
Satelitte monitoring at OFC
ER - July 24
ET - July 27
Beta - Aug 10
Transferred 3 perfect embryos - 1 blast frozen
Aug 6 - HPT ++++++
Aug 8th Beta - 225 BFP
Aug 10th Beta - 445
Aug 27th US ~ 1 perfect little bean HB 120
Sept 10th US - all good HB 162
Due Date: April 16th, 2013 It's a GIRL!!!
Born April 9th, 2013 - Amelia Danica

#14 DesignerBug

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 08:02 PM

I'm so incredibly sorry for you loss. What a tragedy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time.

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TTC#1 April 2003 - Jan 2009
9 IUIs, 12 months Fermara, 4 months Clomid, 5 rounds of injectable, 1 LAP, 1 HSG, 2 Uterine Biopsies, 1 Postcoital, 1 IVF, 2 FETs... 2nd Fesh Cycle IVF - ++Beta 110!

TTC#2 - Dreams coming true... Surprise BFP Au Naturel! Never really started trying, but never gave up hope on dreams coming true. 20w2, after 6 days of strict bedrest, we lost our baby boy, Emmett to my incompetent cervix and he was born sleeping. 24cm long, 0.67lbs he was the most perfect little angel and has brought with him many lessons for us to remember him by.

Lightening strikes twice apparently>>>> May 24 ++HPT, Followed by ++Beta. Numbers are low, but doubling. EDD Feb1/2013 ~ Baby Boy arrived 5 weeks early in under 2hrs. Left me with 4th degree tears. 2 years later, still pending reconstructive surgery :( In that time hubby had a vasectomy. Never thought we'd have a chance to take fertility into our own hands

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 08:45 PM

I am so very sorry you lost your sweet little girl. It pulled at my heartstrings to hear how you took such good care of her while she was with you as your little family. My deepest condolences to you and your DH. I will say a prayer for little Clara.
Stacy

#16 Pandabear8

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 09:24 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. Your note brought tears to my eyes and the poem your DH wrote is absolutely beautiful. Hugs!
Me: 40 DH: 42 Failed Vasectomy Reversal

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August 31, 2011 - ER, 24 eggs (12 mature, 8 borderline, 4 immature)
September 1, 2011 - Fertilization report: 15 fertilized through ICSI.
September 5, 2011 - ET, eSET 5 day blast
September 6, 2011 - 4 frozen 6 day blasts
September 19, 2011 - BFP! EDD: May 24, 2012
October 7, 2011 - Ultrasound. One little bean, heartbeat 147 b/m
October 30, 2011 - Miscarried at 10weeks3days.

FET #1
March 19 - ET, single embryo transfer
April 12 - Miscarried at 6weeks

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August 3, 2012 - ET single embryo BFP - EDD April 22, 2013

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#17 maria___

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Posted 30 May 2012 - 10:43 PM

So sorry for your loss. Hope you and your family find strength and comfort in knowing you have an angel watching her mum and dad

#18 Maralee

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Posted 31 May 2012 - 12:46 AM

Thank you for introducing us to your sweet baby girl. Hugs to you and you are in my thoughts.
Me 30, 31, 32 Hubs 35, 36, 37

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IVF 2
Jan 2013-awaiting consult at VFC...
Feb 2013-Consult a success, off to victoria we go!  Looking at April.  Meanwhile, started gluten/dairy reduced diet with a ton of supplements.  Feeling great!
Day 1...Mar13/13
LH surge Mar 24 Start estrace Mar 27
Day 1, April 8
Fly to VFC April 9-u/s and blood work-all OK
April 10-start stims Gonal 225, saizen 1.66mg, repronex 75
April 15-u/s and bw, all good, 6 follies, all same size, continue and next u/s and bw apr 17
April 17-u/s and bw-all good, 7 follies, similar size, continue and next u/s apr 18.  ER on april 20 or 21
April 18-bw good, u/s now 10 follies but starting to separate in size.  Back tomorrow, ER april 21/22?
April 19-bw good, 1/2 of follies ready...trigger tonight, ER on April 21
April 21-9 retrieved.  Awaiting fertilization reports... fingers crossed!
April 22-Amazing news, 8 out of 9 are mature and all 8 fertilize, 1/2 by ICSI, 1/2 by regular.  How could that happen?
April 23-All 8 still going, mix of 15-19/20
April 24-6 still going, 2 transferred-an 19/20 and 18/20, 2 frozen a 18/20, 17/20, and 2 in culture to day 5-wait and see
May 8-OMG, positive beta!!  517, wow! 14dp3dt
May 10-beta 1060.  Yay!!
May 27-viability u/s...both took, it's twins!  Heartbeats around 140, 1 measures a couple days behind.  CRAZY!
June 16-10 wk u/s, both still growing, hb's 172 and 165. 
July 2-Nuchal-excellent.  Fell in love with them.  hb's 168 and 160, both measure a couple days ahead now.
Aug 16- 18 week detailed, both are amazing.  Team green! Cord insertion issue with baby A discovered.
Oct 10-27wk 4 day, A is 2 lbs, B is 2.2 lbs...may have seen a penis and sac on one of them.
Nov 7-30wk 4 day, A is 3lbs 13 oz, B is 4lbs 2 oz, this is going to hurt.
Nov 21-32wk 4 day, A is 4lbs, B is 4 lbs 8 oz, starting to slow down a bit, and both head down.
Dec 4-34 wk 3 day, A is 5 lbs 2 oz, B is 5 lbs 5 oz, A head down and engaged, B now breech.
 
Dec 17-after falling down the stairs, our baby boy and girl arrived at 36 weeks, small but healthy
Welcome Abigael and Colin.
 

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Posted 31 May 2012 - 06:22 AM

((You and yours)).
The plural of anecdote is not data.

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#20 Laura1976

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Posted 31 May 2012 - 09:28 AM

I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I had words that could ease the pain. Please know that we are all here for you if you need to lean on someone.
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November 29/11 - Unexplained IF/Recurrent loss testing

Compliment C3 & C4 below acceptable range
LA Ratio DRVVT above acceptable range
Lupus Inhibitor demonstrated
Antiphospholipid IgG above acceptable range
Antiphospholipid IgM above acceptable range (more than double)


Consultation @ VFC December 10/11

IVF/ICSI #2 (with Intralipid therapy) January/February (Victoria Fertility Clinic)
BCP December 16 -29/11 & January 6 - 28/12
Vitamin D (2000iu daily) and Iron Supplement (Ferrous Gluconate 300mg daily) - Start December 24 until Dr advises otherwise, PregVit 5 (Starting January 12/11), Vitamin E (800iu daily) until Heparin begins (Starting January 14/11) Fish Oil (1200iu daily)
Superfact (0.5mg) - Start January 22/12
Dexamethasone (0.5mg) - Start February 4/12 until beta

After ER - Doxycycline (100mg), Estrance (2mg), Prometrium (200mg 3x day), heparin 5000 units (2x day), calcium (1500mg daily), low dose aspirin (81mg daily)
Intralipids - February 13/12 and day of ET
Neupogen Uterine Flush - Day of ER

February 2/12 - E2 35p/mol
February 4/12 - 300iu Gonal-F & 75iu Repronex
February 9/12 - U/S & E2 - RIGHT- 11, 9, 10, 19, 8, 12, 11, 10, 13, 6 LEFT: 12, 7, 10, 10, 8, 6, 5, 5 E2 2635

February 9/12 Gonal-F lowered to 225iu Repronex remains at 75iu
February 11/12 - U/S & E2 - Right 14, 10, 11, 12, 10, 13, 12, 12, 14, 7 LEFT: 11, 8, 10, 13, 9, 8, 8 E2 5610
February 13/12 - U/S an E2??? & Intralipid Therapy
February 16/12 - E/R 20 eggs, 17 mature and ICSI'ed, 3 left to fertilize by regular IVF
February 17/12 - Fert Report 16 fertilized by ICSI, 1 fertilized by IVF
February 20/12 - Neupogen injection
February 21/12 - Transferred 2 Blastocysts ( 1 x Grade 19 Early Blast, 1 x Grade 19 Expanded Blast) and Intralipid Therapy and Acupuncture

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#21 allcriedout

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Posted 31 May 2012 - 09:59 PM

SLJ, I am so sorry for your loss. This is terribly heartbreaking.

Wishing you and your family much strength in the upcoming days ahead.

Love and hugs,
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#22 Lucretia

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Posted 01 June 2012 - 09:49 AM

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Posted 01 June 2012 - 10:09 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. This is so heartbreaking. ((HUGS))

#24 ErinM

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Posted 02 June 2012 - 10:15 AM

So very sorry to hear about Clara - I delivered 18 week old twin girls on May 21st, and know what its like to hold them for the first time this way.

There are no words I can say to help you pass this as we're still struggling too... but I hope you and Dh find comfort in eachother during this time.

Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way...

IVF # 1
Nov 14/10 - Transferred 1 Blastocyte (3AA) and froze 6 others
Nov 26/10 - BFP! Beta was 767
Dec 1/10 - 2nd Beta was 3187
Dec 12/10 - Miscarried. Beta is 2400

On to FET #1 - Feb/11
March 16/11 - Fet #1 - Transferred 2 beautiful blasts w/ Assisted Hatching
March 28 - BFP! Beta is 659
April 1 - 2nd Beta 2769
April 4 - Miscarried. Ultrasound confirmed no sac

May/11-July/11 - Had Autoimmune bloodwork done, as well as karyotyping to see if there are any abnormalities.

On to FET #2
July 16/11 - Start bcp again
Aug 3/11 - Cancelled Cycle due to Vit D Deficiency. Now on supplements.

Re-try FET #2 -
Sept 21/11 - FET #2 - Transferred 2 beautiful blasts w/ Assisted Hatching
Oct 1/11 - BFP on a HPT
Oct 3/11 - Beta was 4 = BFN

E-tegrity Biopsy done- results came back normal

IVF #2 -
Jan 30/12 - Transferred 2 - 3 day embryos. Froze 3 Blasts
Feb 13/12 - BFP! Beta is 821
Feb 21/12 - 2nd Beta = 16,131
May 1/12 - 15w Scan = 2 Babies Look fantastic
May 21/12- Delivered 2 beautiful little girls @ 18 weeks. Taken from this world much too soon.

FET #3 - Here we go again...
Aug 29/12 - transferred 2 blasts - 3AA / 3BA
Sept 10/12 - BFP Beta = 264
Sept 14/12 - Beta = 106 Chemical

Papework is started for International Adoption from Russia!

IVF #3
Jan 20/13 - Retrieved 7 eggs... of which 5 are Mature
Jan 23/13 - Transferred 2 beautiful 3 day embryos
Feb 6/13 - Beta = 1324
Feb 12/13 - Beta = 13,475
Mar 3/13 - 8 week Ultrasound - Twins!
Apr 22/13 - Cerclage was placed, on Bedrest.  Twins still doing ok at 14w1d

May 23/13 - 24 Weeks and counting!  Still on Bedrest till delivery

July 21/13 - 28 Weeks .. still on bedrest

Aug 17/13 - 31w6d... Ali and Lea were born weighing 3.4 and 4.1 respectively. Girls are healthy and growing and waiting to come home from NICU!


#25 SLJ

SLJ
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  • Gender:Female
  • Dx:Male Factor
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Posted 05 June 2012 - 11:17 AM

Thanks everyone for the support. I really appreciate it.

Dx: Male Factor, DOR
TTC since Dec. 2010

IVF#1 - Oct '11 - converted to IUI - BFN

IVF#1 (take 2) - Dec '11 - BFP
Beta 1 (9dp3dt ) -58, Beta 2 (11dpt)-178, Beta 3 (13dpt)-435, Beta 4 (15dpt) - 935 -Born Still - May 18,2012

IVF #2-4 

FET #1 - Jan '13 - Chemical

Surprise Natural Pregnancy - April 2013