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We have a 3 yo son by FET and have actually started a cycle with our last embryo. We are both so conflicted about going ahead, still. But earlier when we tried to decide not to do it, as soon as dh put a doubt in my mind (thinking we would go ahead after all), I couldn't get it out of my mind. We're in our 40s now, worried what it would be like if the baby had any health or development challenges as even a healthy baby is pretty exhausting for a couple years. But I always wanted 2. How much will I regret it if we don't try with this last one? Aah! So much anxiety. Maybe we don't do it just to avoid this anxiety for the next 9 months?!