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#1 MaybeBabyM

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Posted 22 March 2018 - 10:30 AM

Hi Everyone,

 

I am currently in my 2ww wait. I had my last embryo transfer March 15th. I'm currently 7dp5dt. I tested this morning and was met with a stark white BFN. cry.gif

 

I know people say its still early but my last FET, that ended in a chemical, I had a faint positive by 7dp5dt.

This completely shook me. Im now just so terrified that its going to be negative. I've been a mess going through all these treatments and now i'm at the end of my journey and I just cant seem to find any hope to hold onto.

 

All I ever wanted was to be a mom. I don't even know who I am outside of that dream.

 

I'm so sorry to bum everyone out. I just feel really hopeless right now.

 

Thanks for listening.

 

 


TTC since Oct 2014

DX - MF- Previously very low count. Then by some miracle the count went up more and our motility improved. 

FF- I have a blocked right tube, and a partially blocked left tube due to dense scar tissue.

 

March 8th/17 - 1st IVF - 16 eggs ret/10 Mature/8 fertilized/4 made it to freeze

July/17 - 1st FET - BFN

Oct/17 - 2nd FET

             - BFP on frer @7dp5dt / 1st Beta=103/ 2nd Beta=73 Ended in a Chemical. sad.png

             - lost one of embryos in thawing process.

Mar/18 - 3rd and Final FET- BFN

 

Present- Saving money and researching...hopefully there will be another ivf round in our future.

 






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