For My Fellow IVF sisters

You are not alone in your roller coaster feelings. I know now after just a few weeks of being on this site that I am not alone either. I want to thank everyone who is brave enough to share and educate others. I must ask God to help me with my up and down feelings...maybe you relate ..

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

When at random times you cry when you see children
When you feel everyone staring as your younger sister announces she is pregnant
When you feel guilt for being angry with God because you have so many other things to be grateful for
When you stopped getting on Facebook because all of the baby pics make you feel behind and anxious

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

When you literally find yourself feeling sorry for, angry, and jealous of that pregnant teenager
When you question how in the eff crack heads and teens can accidentally ...accidentally have a baby and they don't even want it...then you feel bad because it's not their fault anyway
When you question wether you will ever get to hear the word 'momma' spoken to you

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

When you wonder who will take care of you when you are old
When you wonder what the good reason is that God chose this special path
When you wonder if your husband is doing this just for you

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

When you doubt your strength and ability to keep trying
When you feel bad for letting ttc depress you when others are dying
When you feel like every time you get a bfn or AF part of you or your child dies

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

When you think about selling your car for IVF money
When you make lists of future baby names
When you cry yourself to sleep with anxiety about your future

YOU ARE NOT ALONE
YOU CAN DO THIS
YOU ARE LOVED AND NEEDED BY YOUR IVF SISTERS

Prayers for you and your journey