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Left behind

Posted by Dillydally , 30 July 2013 · 1166 views

Left behind...that is how I feel. You know when you join a cycle buddy thread, it is kind of like the lottery. Some get the BFPs and some the BFNs. I keep getting the BFNs. Don't get me wrong, i am always happy and supportive for all of you who get their longed for BFP. I just wish I could be one of you.
 
I'm currently on a break from cycling (turns...


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Post WTF appointment update

Posted by Dillydally , 09 April 2013 · 880 views

DH and I usually discuss our game plan over supper the evening before our WTF appointments and this time was no exception. We went over the options that we thought our doctor would give us. We discussed the various protocols and past cycles to evaluate what we thought would be the best option. I'd already been thinking about a low dose protocol since rega...


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On the eve of my WTF appointment...

Posted by Dillydally , 08 April 2013 · 1005 views

My last cycle ended like a tv series that gets cancelled before you get all the answers you've been waiting for. Or worse, like Lost and the X-Files...with simply crappy endings that make you feel betrayed as a faithful viewer. What a waste of time! I never even made it to transfer as there was nothing to transfer. I think I was shell shocked be...


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Keeping hope in spite of the disappearing follies

Posted by Dillydally , 20 October 2012 · 1253 views

My first ER is scheduled for this Monday. Unfortunately, I went from having 4 follicles to only 2 (apparently someone confused bowels for follies...don't ask) and only one of them is big enough .  The reason I find myself on this IF journey is because I have diminished ovarian reserve. So there is not much hope of my producing many follies. I guess I...


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Meaningless

Posted by Dillydally , 30 September 2012 · 831 views

I don't know what it was, but yesterday I had a very low day. I felt beyond purposeless, I felt meaningless. The weather was super gloomy here in Montreal which probably did not help my mood.Before entering my TTC journey I had made big changes in my life; I bought a house, I changed jobs, I began to enjoy being a single lady (at the time). But in my...


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Anger

Posted by Dillydally , 19 September 2012 · 709 views

Anger was one of the predominant feelings in the beginning of my infertility journey and the biggest hurdle that I had to overcome.What was I angry about? You name it and I'm pretty sure it was on my list!First and foremost I was so angry at myself, at my traitor of a body for being defective.I was angry at feminism; I did everything right; I work...


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So how did I get here?

Posted by Dillydally , 18 September 2012 · 647 views

Yes, how exactly did I get here? I had it all planned out perfectly...you see I had the same boyfriend since I was seventeen. We both went to school, got our degrees. I wanted to provide us a little additional financial stability so I went on to get a master's degree. The plan was, focus on my career first and then when I was 35 have my first baby and...





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