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Control Issues

Posted by quandry , 20 June 2014 · 1761 views
Loss, DE, adoption, Plans
As some of you know, DH and I had our most recent and devastating loss at almost 13 weeks at the end of March.  It wasn't too long or drawn out, but it did involve both Miso and a DNC a week later, as well as many weeks of bleeding, grief, and then the development of a new plan....
We've known for a while that the most likely culprit for our m...


Beyond miscarriage, beyond sadness. Faith and loss

Posted by quandry , 02 May 2013 · 1707 views

NEVER allow anyone to tell you that you are not pregnant because your faith is not strong enough.  If that were true, all non-Christians around the world would never enjoy the sweet secret elation of carrying a child within their womb, they would literally all be extinct now.  I have faith, and I believe that God has a plan for me, but I cannot...


In remembrance

Posted by quandry , 09 January 2013 · 1671 views

In remembrance Today I completed a piece of jewelry. It is a part of a one year challenge, to create a piece a week for an entire year.  This was week two and the theme was Grace... It's an angels win,  In honor of the two children we lost this year far too early, and because the last one we named Grace (or Grayson for a boy) I created this in their honor...  And in...


And I will trust in you and not be shaken

Posted by quandry , 30 November 2012 · 2115 views
Faith, Miscarriage, infertillity
Yesterday when I woke and saw the blood, I knew it was over, yet I sought God's arms for my strength....  As I was readying myself for my ultrasound, a song started playing in my head, one I don't have on my phone yet, so I got it, and played it over and over yesterday morning, knowing I'd need all my...


Crazy unfounded hopes, and why I never want to lose them....

Posted by quandry , 14 October 2012 · 1371 views
Today I am starting to spot, and I am thrilled to be seeing those little bits of red.  Usually seeing red is horrible when TTC, but this means the end of cancelled cycles with any luck, and the beginning of IVF....  The strangest thing is though, in my mind I still have this vaguest hope that it's not spotting, but rather, implantation...Yes, yes, yes...


Heaven shed tears so I didn't have to

Posted by quandry , 10 October 2012 · 1487 views
Today was the EDD from my miscarriage in February. Funny enough it was exactly eight months to the day when I found out I was losing our precious Baby. When it happened, I spent a long time feeling very hurt, troubled over the cause, troubled that perhaps God himself was punishing me... Thankfully I managed to overcome those feelings, and while I still mo...


Silence, Secrets, and Sex

Posted by quandry , 21 September 2012 · 2070 views
Infertility, secrecy
Today, while at Mt. Sinai Fertility center, I realized that women are weird. YES, I said it... WEIRD.

Every time I go, it's the same thing. Check in, get called, blood drawn, change into gowns, and wait... First you wait in a waiting room, then you're called, and you wait in a hallway for your turn at the wonderful magic wand.... It's not the mechanics o...


The strange nature of faith

Posted by quandry , 20 September 2012 · 1443 views
Faith, god
When my husband and I married two years ago we constantly were asked "So when will you have children?"... I wasn't surprised by the question, but since we are a bit older, and I already had two children form a previous marriage, it always took me aback a little.... I had been honest with my new husband from the start that my tubes were tied, and if he wan...


The strangest things....

Posted by quandry , 17 September 2012 · 1988 views
People, quotes, pain, ttc and 1 more...
The strangest things.... I'm not really sure I am suited to a blog, but I thought I would give it a try.  I mean, aren't people who write blogs supposed to be witty?  Entertaining?  Enlightening?  I don't trust for a moment that I am any of these...  It seems that most people in my real life are certainly uninterested in my ttc woes, and of those who try to understand...

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