Crushing My Dreams Before They Start
Posted by kookacola , 03 January 2015 · 1736 views
Yesterday before dh went back to work, I went over and hugged him and said "Somehow this year we'll have another baby" he then turns around and says "maybe it didn't work because of you sleep apnea" I then said that it didn't work because I was under stress and I've gained weight since the last cycle which was almost 6 years ago. That in itself has really bothered me. To top it off, my business is going down the tubes and I'm not sure I can save it this time. Then tonight, we were watching Shark Tank and they had 2 men who were trying to pitch their Wedding Wagon idea and to see if they could get some financial backing. I though their idea was neat. Our 20th anniversary is in 2016!!! I said that I wanted to renew our wedding vows since we'll be married 20 years then. He didn't seem to enthuastic about that. It's like he's on this quest to crush all my dreams or ideas. I may as well go and get my tubes tied or a hysterectomy and divorce him. I was starting to feel a little excited about the possibility of trying to work out a plan to add r expand our family and dh crushes it before it even gets off the ground. Same with the renewing our wedding vows. Seriously!!! I'm going to do what I can to get out of this mess and line things up, with or without him I guess. What's a girl to think?