Posted by kookacola , 23 August 2013 · 1225 views
A months ago or so I had a sore removed and it was sent away. The result cam back as cancarious. Then my gp wanted to open up the wond one more time and make sure he got all of it. Honestly, the second time was much more painful and a bigger wound because he took more tissue out. Ever since then dd is very worried about me, she's 3. Last week my friend took dd for a playdate and she kept asking if my head was going to be ok and would I be ok and was I coming back? I haven't told a lot of people about my disgnosis and feel it's best to keep it that way. So, next week dd and I will be visiting my mom and I'm worried she'll say something to my mom that I had a owie on my head and will I be ok? Am I coming back. I've chosen NOT to tell many people for a list of reasons. I particulatly decided not to tell my mom because we're not close, she's so judgmental. She's so much so that when I was going through my ivf cycle she kept pushing me to consider "childlessness" nice hey? So I don't know how keep things normal and dd not try and worry. I was suprised how concerned dd is about this and I did ask my gp about it and he says it's normal for them to be this way. My mother on the other hand and is someone I sadly can say I don't trust anymore.