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Farewell & Thank You All!!!

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 24 October 2010 · 2265 views

I do believe that I have been overcome with the peace that surpasses all understanding \o/I have been going through some healing with a lovely couple in church and through this ministry, I am finally able to see clearly. God has made me realise the importance of being there for others and developing more in my relationship with Him. As I find myself...


About time! Good for him!

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 04 October 2010 · 1112 views

Nobel Prize


A Letter To Family & Friends - by Jody Earle

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 27 September 2010 · 2599 views

Dear Family and Friends,I want to share my feelings about infertility with you, because I want you to understand my struggle. I know that understanding infertility is difficult; there are times when it seems even I don't understand. This struggle has provoked intense and unfamiliar feelings in me and I fear that my reactions to these feelings might be...


I am so confused - can you help me decide? Yay or Nay?

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 13 September 2010 · 1670 views

I really, really, really, really want us to have a baby and even though we have some money in the BF (Baby Fund) hubbyman doesn't think it is a good idea to ger a loan in order for us to do this. I have been in contact with another clinic and they are stating that we should try and apply for a loan (we will not get one through hubbyman as he has bad c...


For those who often ask "Why?"

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 26 August 2010 · 1471 views

Thoughts on Becoming a Mother:   There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be just as good a mother. It will be not because of genetics, or money or that I have read more books but because I have struggled and toiled for this ch...


To my some day baby

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 24 August 2010 · 1620 views

I wait, and I wait and I wait and I wait.The slow horse still wanting out of the gate.Hoping you'll begin before it's too late.Where are you? My someday baby.Each night I pray a prayer for you.It is a prayer for daddy and me too.I pray that I will someday feel youMy kicking someday baby.Everyday I see children everywhere around.I long to hear your...


The Mayonnaise Jar & Two Beers

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 19 August 2010 · 1788 views

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.  When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.  He the...


Sometimes it is totally unbearable

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 05 August 2010 · 1695 views

Why do we have to live with this desire if it is not going to come to pass?Why does my body always remind me that there is a chance and then lets me down?Why are we always reminded whereever we go that family means more than a man and his wife?Why? Why, oh why?Why does it have to hurt when you want something so bad?If you know the answers to these questio...


Feeling a little hopeful again

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 06 July 2010 · 744 views

Hubbyman starts a day position with me in the morning, after being off work for almost 2 months since the deterioation and passing of his father. I am so very thankful to God and my bosses for doing this. They knew once I was promoted from night shift to days that we, hubbyman and I, would need to be synchronized shift-wise, so this truly helps that they...


How did you know it was time to "let go"?

Posted by ButterflyKiss , 26 June 2010 · 1015 views

I would like to read other people's perspective of when you knew it was time to let go of the dream of having a baby.I know that this decision was not made lightly especially since IF makes patience a harder virtue to attain.Would love feedback from those of you who just knew it was time :) All comments welcome!Blessings.

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