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Pity Party Today

Posted by sweetredpepper , 24 January 2010 · 1012 views

Today I'll be attending a shower/meet the babies party for two of my cousins' wives (two brothers and their wives had babies within a couple weeks of each other). I can usually cope with these things, or I avoid showers altogether, but today I feel bitter. I can't even count how much I've spent on baby gifts in the last 8 years or so. Pret...


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And now something a little different...

Posted by sweetredpepper , 21 November 2009 · 1039 views
new fertility option
Over the last couple of months, I've been contemplating what my life would be like without kids, given that that seems to be the most likely outcome for us. You may think that sounds negative, but after 5+ years, 3 IUIs, 3 cancelled IVFs and countless other supports (acupuncture, nutrition, yoga, you name it...)we've pretty much given up. That is...


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Something good has to come out of all this

Posted by sweetredpepper , 10 September 2009 · 740 views

All the way through this IF journey, I have been thinking that something good has to come of it, even if that something good isn't a child. As a researcher and psychologist, for some time I've been thinking of doing a study on women's experiences of infertility and fertility treatments. In all the reading I've done, I've never found an...


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Cycle cancelled

Posted by sweetredpepper , 24 August 2009 · 1158 views
but it's okay...
Well, I took it upon myself to cancel my own cycle. I know that sounds very strange in this IF world where we're usually so careful to do exactly as the Dr. says. Well, not me, not this time. You may recall that I was a very poor responder and that for this cycle, I was put on the BCP. Not usually a good plan for poor responders, but I went along with...


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Gratitude

Posted by sweetredpepper , 13 August 2009 · 855 views
for a fantastic day!
I had an amazing day and I feel so very supported going into this cycle that I thought I'd share. I was the recipient of some wonderful generosity today! First, a friend gave me 4 days worth of Gonal-f for free. She doesn't need it, but she wouldn't let me give her any money for it. Then my naturopath, who is helping me make nutritional ad...


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Mired in What IFs...

Posted by sweetredpepper , 12 August 2009 · 740 views

With each new cycle, I become very reflective of the IF journey and all the things I've been through. These reflections often include a lot of "What ifs". What IF I'd made different choices in my 20s? What IF I'd met DH sooner? What IF I'd married earlier?  Do you see where I'm going with this? I've noticed something about...


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So I've decided to blog

Posted by sweetredpepper , 11 August 2009 · 965 views
and 1 more...
Hi all, Well, I've decided to blog. I enjoy reading all of your lovely blogs and thought it might be cathartic to start my own. Really, this is an attempt at being less obsessive about my upcoming treatment and hopefully expressing myself will make me more relaxed. So it's purely selfish. But someone might read it. Or not. Here's my deal: tomo...





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