IVF ..22 days away!!
Update time!! Things are moving along finally!
✔️Gonal f - first 5 days is in the fridge!
✔️Hotel is booked- staying at the beach but not too far!
✔️Birth control- starting second and LAST pack tomorrow!
Next we will pay the 25% IVF deposit to IREGA this week!
-start my AF around June 21st
- first injection will be June 22
- leave for Cancun A few days after that!!
I will be teaching summer school over these next 3 weeks ...which is great to keep my mind off of all of this! I make myself crazy over thinking stuff I can't control.
Need to vent ..
It bothers me when my family and friends keep saying that I will have a baby a year from now...it makes me feel bad for some reason. I try to tell them that IVF isn't a guarantee. I also don't like it when others find out I am going to to IVF and then they ask me about it and they say.." Well, all babies are miracles"...
I just want to cry and tell them that IVF is not easy and it feels that if I get pregnant it's more of miracle!! Paying money and waiting months and months puts so much pressure on me and my husband! I know this is the right thing for us but it's a gamble as far as a baby is concerned and I wish more people could treat it that way. It's not their fault but it still hurts. I know all you ladies can relate! I am so thankful for y'all!
I am just kicking along waiting for this cycle to end so I can start my IVF! Prayers for you and your journey!!
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