IVF Mexico is all I can think about
My third post up in here! Welcome peeps.
So I have chosen Cancun Mexico to do my IVF. It is only a flippin 5,900 for everything except meds! My meds will be between 1,500 and 2,500! Wow I love it. PLUS My man and I had an amazing honeymoon there about 5 years ago! We have been talking about going back. We can spend a total of 10,000 after adding plane tickets and a nice resort to that. IVF here would cost me about 30k for 1 cycle and FET.
The only negative is my man works during the summer. IT is really nerve racking knowing he is stressing about missing work for 2 and a half weeks. I know it will all work out and be worth it, and so does he. It is hard for him to get excited though. I just pray if we get a bfn that he won't want to give up...he is more sensitive than me sometimes. I try to talk about this on here to not annoy him haha.
I think about doing IVF every day ladies! I know you all have to understand! I have to pray and ask God to help me focus and trust him. I admire all of you that have gone through so much and still keep truckin!
Next month when I start my cycle I will have my Saline Sonogram SIS thingy to check my tubes and uterus and I will be put on Birth Control a few days before it...I am scared of birth control honestly! I have never had to get on it before due to my husbands vasectomy our first year together. I never had female problems or anything before either. I have just heard of peoples periods going away or of people feeling ill on them.
So I am ovulating at the end of this week...its our LAST TRY NATURALLY before IVF since I will start bc and stay on it until June to preserve my egg reserve and it will time my cycle for IVF. OMG it is becoming so real! I am freaked and excited!! My biggest fear is not having enough eggs for the retrieval!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO EGGS= BIGGEST FEAR. Paying for Mexico and getting there for my scan and NOT ENOUGH GOOD EGGS.....................what would I do? SERIOUSLY..I am not at the point where I am ready for donor stuff yet...I know I would do it, but I think it would be after a grieving period for me personally. The Doctor at my Mexico clinic believes I should do fine being 29 even though I only have 8 to 9 follicles. OH dear Lord take this into your hands.
OK I need a positive moment. Thank you God for this chance and what I do have going for me. I LOVE YOU JESUS. (nothing wrong with DE...I just not ready to hear it...have to know I tried with mine first)
Good luck to anyone reading my insanity. Seriously though prayers for you and your journey.