I'm tired of wondering...
will it work
when will this or that happen
how will I explain
what will I say
how long it will take
if it's my turn
am I preggo
why was it so "easy" last time
how many people are judging us
if we can afford this
if we are doing the right thing
when will I go a full day without crying or screaming
how much longer
I'm also tired of being tired and stressed all the time.
Everything costs money and yet we have to take all this time off of work to do our procedures, tests, etc. How will we manage?
I'm tired of thinking that our chances are like that of winning a lottery, I've never been lucky with lotteries...
I'm tired of bitching!!!
I'm tired of saying sorry, giving excuses, lying to others.
But, I am very thankful for this site! I am so lucky to have all of the wonderful women here. I feel as if I've finally found others who 'get it' and can actually understand what I am going through. We might not be the same age, or live in the same place, we may never meet, yet I feel somehow bonded with the women here. Thanks to all of you, for listening, for not judging, for sharing, for everything!