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Good Buy my little angles. You were the most beatiful babies and we really enjoyed having you for 12 weeks and 5 days of you life. We will always love

Posted by natti , 05 June 2012 · 2,064 views

Last night we spontaneously miscarried our precious twins (at 12 weeks 5 days). Had NT scan 4 days prior in private clinic and results we perfect. Babies were perfect. No hematoma - nothing. Everything was just fine. Half hour later I started spotting bright red. Next several days I put myself on the bedrest with spotting on and of. Yesterday my contractions started during the day, I thought first this is constipation pain. Around 10 pm I could barely breath I was in labor with tons of red blood. Thanks to my DH who was with me every second of this pain. I passed one baby at home before the paramedics come. I was not able to move they had to carry me. Second baby got stacked in my cervix (sorry for details). They took baby out and overdosed me with morphine to relieve the pain. Several ours later at 6.30 am I had D&C to remove some leftover tissues. Home now with my DH and old dog and with empty arms again.

Good buy my little angels. You were so perfect and please forgive the mommy who could not give you a life.
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alison

Jun 05 2012 03:21 PM

I am so sorry to hear of your heartbreak. Just went through a miscarriage of just one, and understand how hard it is. Take care of yourself. So sorry!

Heather S

Jun 05 2012 03:38 PM

So sorry for your loss. It truly is heartbreaking to have to go through. Do take time to heal and rest. ((hugs))

DesignerBug

Jun 05 2012 03:41 PM

So heartbreaking. I'm terribly sorry for your loss and all the trauma. Wishing you peace.

RedSiren

Jun 05 2012 03:57 PM

Natti, I am so sorry for your devastating loss. Wishing you comfort, love and peace during this time.

Nurse08

Jun 05 2012 04:30 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and get plenty of rest to heal. I just went through my 3rd loss and second D&C. I feel your pain.<hugs>

TammyB

Jun 05 2012 04:50 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss. As others have mentioned above, take time to heal. You will be in my prayers.

Maralee

Jun 05 2012 05:23 PM

Thinking of you and your DH, may comfort find you.

sweetestdream

Jun 05 2012 05:32 PM

I'm so sorry. I hope you get some answers to why this may have happened over the next few weeks. In the meantime, take it easy. And if you need to talk to anyone, please don't hesitate to message me.

leigh14

Jun 05 2012 05:51 PM

I am so very sorry to hear this news. Take the time to heal and know that we are here to listen and support you.

Stacy

Jun 05 2012 06:00 PM

I am very sorry you m/c'd. I am glad that your DH is so supportive.
Hugs,
Stacy

babydust1

Jun 05 2012 07:59 PM

Natti, I can't tell you how sorry I am to read about your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you will get lots of comfort and support in the journey ahead.

tjluvbug

Jun 05 2012 08:10 PM

so sorry natti and I know that no matter how many how sorry's you hear nothing will take the pain away. I hope you get answers soon.

marin

Jun 05 2012 08:13 PM

So sorry to hear about your loss. It is a difficult thing to go through, but it is wonderful to hear that your DH was there to support you. Hold on to him and take all the time you need to grieve and mourn this loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and DH. ((hugs))

smc

Jun 05 2012 08:42 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. Be kind to yourself and give yourself time to grieve. Thinking of you and your dh.

doodle bug

Jun 05 2012 09:33 PM

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. The pain and sorrow that comes with m/c is devastating. I have had my share and know the heart ache you are feeling. Time does heal, and freeeing yourself from any blame is very important. You are the victim in this situation, not the one responsible. Please remember that. Wishing you comfort and peace.

KittyKat

Jun 05 2012 10:14 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss and what you are going through. How brave you are to share your story and honor the lives of your precious babies. HUGS!