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ivf.ca and highschool

26 July 2010

Posted by jaan

I think I have come to terms with my relationship to this site, and when I say highschool I don't mean the maturity level of this site, it's an analogy.

This site reminds me of my school in some ways, I had so many good friends there, good time, bad times, good memories, bad memories, it was all about growth and finding out who I was,...

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IF does not = Perfect parent

23 June 2010

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Posted by jaan

I keep seeing this poem around "I will be a mother" and it bugs me since it implies that since we go through IF we will be perfect parents and nothing could be farther from the truth and this robs of us being "normal" parents, that because we did ivf and ART to have our children we aren't entitled to be...

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Commitment issues

16 June 2010

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Posted by jaan

Lately I'm having them(not with dh, nothing like that, we couldn't be closer if you stapled us together) but in general, I am happy all of my shows are over, Greys,American Idol,Private Practice, La Ink, Parenthood, etc, tv was becoming a PITA!Same with my message boards, I just can't commit when I'll be here and when I...

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Drama at ivf?Relay for life.

14 June 2010

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Posted by jaan

Friday night 12 of us did relay for life for the Canadian Cancer Society our town raised more than $70,000 it was an amazing experience, I bought a luminary in honor of my dd who underwent chemo/radiation at age 8 and one in memory of my uncle who died from cancer last year. Our team won for the most luminaries bought, my dh's cousin...

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Premenopausebabies mentioned

20 March 2010

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Posted by jaan

I think this is what I'm experiencing, my pms sometimes is off the charts and reading some of my blogs I can see the pms/depression etc coming out in them. Writing is cathartic(sp?) venting always feels good.

I had a pg scare, dh is fixed I know I shouldn't have these scares, but cd 37 and no AF I got spooked, it was really scary to be...

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How to be "happy"

16 February 2010

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Posted by jaan

I feel so uneasy, I don't know what's going on or why I'm feeling this way, it just seems like my life has been one stress after another, is that normal? Is this what being a "grown up" is all about, putting out one fire & going to the next? I'm starting to feel completely worn down, worn out and "unhappy",...

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Vent

10 February 2010

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Posted by jaan

:th_aggahhh: So I'm super excited to get my new furniture yesterday, the delivery truck came they took out the old furniture and were getting the new stuff ready to bring into the house and guess what................IT'S RIPPED :th_aggahhh: Soooooo back in comes my old stuff and the new stuff back to the store. Saturday they should have...

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Return to nursing?

09 February 2010

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Posted by jaan

Last month I picked up two nursing shifts, this month I picked up one & I also have another shift in march, I'm always nervous prior to the shift but once I'm there I feel ok. Right now I work mon-fri 8am-noon as a secretary this works really well for us because the boys are so young and dh works shift work and this way I get all of...

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This is very new to me

08 February 2010

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Posted by jaan

I have never blogged and most of the controls/commands on here are really foran to me, hmmm is there a cours I should take to learn this stuff? Am I that old?

I wish I would have blogge at the begining of my journey, I do have a journal from that time in my life. We started ttc 2002, got pg summer of 2004 turned out to be an ectopic pg, had...

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