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I went to see my Ob/Gyn for my re-pap this week. I wasnt too upset by it, until I got in there and sat down to wait for them to call me back. I could feel tears welling up thinking about the time I had spent there.

All the nurses gathered around me when they brought me back to ask how I was doing and to tell me how great I looked. I told them I went ahead with my jazzercise certification and that I had lost all the baby weight plus a few more.

So Dr. T came in and we talked a few mins. I told him that I had 2 periods in Oct 18 days apart. He said to keep a check on it and start writing it down. He said it wasnt good to be having 2 periods a month and I agree 100%!! So, Im going to write it down. He re-papped me and said that if it came back clear then he would re-pap me again in 6 months and if that came back ok I could go back to yearly. He said if it came back bad again he would have to do that special exam that he did back in Jan when I was preg and then take it from there and decide whether or not a biopsy would need to be done.

So, now is just a waiting game. We are not preventing pregnancy. I feel like I have bounced back some now and able to cope a little better now. Honestly, I dont think I will be getttin preg again. It was prob around this time last year that I became pregnant.

DH seems to have settled down a bit. There is one song that comes on the radio quite often when we are riding together and I will glance over at him and he will be crying. I asked him about it and he said that that song was playin on the radio the day we drove home from the medical mall after finding out that we had lost Baby G. It tears me up to see him cry. The room that wouldve been the babys room is still empty. I havent unsubscribed from the babycenters website and I get updates and info. This weeks title was "YOUR 2-MONTH OLD". Im not quite sure why I havent unsubscribed from it. I dont even read them. I delete them, but I do see the title. I will probably not unsubscribe from it...at least for now. I guess it helps me to feel connected.

My little jazzercise class is doing well. Ive had like 3 new sign ups and a couple of class passes and Ive got 3 new ladies on their free week!! Im so excited. I had 16 people Monday night!! I am still learning something new every time I get up that stage to teach!!

Thats about all for me right now.