Ohhh, I go to get in the shower this morning and I looked at myself in the mirror. Ive pretty much stopped bleeding. My stomach is startin to go down and my boobs are starting to go down too. It hasnt even been 10 days yet!! I felt very sad. I put my hand on my stomach and just had a meltdown....my heart aches to have my baby boy back inside of me...I got in the shower anyway and just cried and cried. I really wanted to call my DH to come home but i know he is worried for me and my mental state right now. I am concerned too but we know the warning signs and usually can talk it out. I am back on meds and it aint pretty. Last night at 1:30 am after being up for 26 hours straight, I finally went to bed and slept until 4:30 and then back up. My sugar is all over the place but Im not eatin bad so Im not sure why, maybe because I have been so upset.

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