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Ohhh, I go to get in the shower this morning and I looked at myself in the mirror. Ive pretty much stopped bleeding. My stomach is startin to go down and my boobs are starting to go down too. It hasnt even been 10 days yet!! I felt very sad. I put my hand on my stomach and just had a meltdown....my heart aches to have my baby boy back...

This has got to be the single most painful thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life. I would never thought that Heavenly Father would be so cruel to me!! To give us that baby that we have longed for and waited for for so long and then to tragically take him away from us. I dont think I will ever get over it. My mom stayed...

Well it was SOS this morning at Doc appt. As it has been for the last few weeks. Im so ready for something new to happen!! I got there and peed in a cup. Went in and nurse did weight, bloodpressure. Then she went lookin for the heartbeat. Its always a chore to find it too!! Its very frustrating. For once I wish the baby...

Looks as if the blogs werent pulled after all. The last time I was here, I had read where they were going to discontinue the blog part of this website. Its been a while since I have visited this site. I finally decided to give up and try to grieve my losses last year. In September/October of last year. I just gave up any hope of every having...

I waited as long as I could. I had my husband pick up a hpt on the way home from work on Thursday night. I figured I would wait until Friday morning to test. He told me that I should go ahead and test Thursday night when I got home from my exercise class. I did...at first I really thought that I saw it turning positive. It took my breath away...