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Im not sure what it is about Sunday, but I always tend to get really sad and weepy on Sundays. I dont know if its because there is not much activity except for church stuff and finishing up the laundry and my mind has more time to wander and think about losing our baby or what, but Sundays are really tough. I was dryin my hair today and all of a...

Yesterday was actually an ok day. Yes, it was sad but I made it thru ok. A friend of mine called and wanted to know if she could come by and give me a hug and I said absolutely!! I taught my class in the morning and then went and ran some errands. I came home and started my housework. I kept busy. Later in the afternoon I sat down...

Will it never end? I went out to visit with my parents on Saturday. My mother has my grandmother over there for a couple of weeks so I was feeling ok and decided to drive out for a visit. My mom and I were laying on the bed talking with my grandmother and my mother just bursts out and asks "when are you going to start the clomid...

Had some trouble there for awhile updating my blog. We are doing better since losing Baby G. I think the "aftermath" of the loss is much worse than the initial loss. I dont know. We are struggling to find some kind of new routine still. We are getting there though. Its still tough. Tears come at the weirdest...

Today is 3 weeks since I gave birth and delivered my precious baby G. Im doin better, but GAWD I miss him! Every Saturday, I say to myself I wouldve been so many weeks today. Im sure I will continue to do that until the Due Date.

I finally broke on down and went to see a counselor. It didnt work out. Im going to cancel my next appt...